Deb's Over-Twelve-Days of 2012 Tarot Forecasts: Capricorn and the Heart
Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously
the head, the heart, and the senses. - Lau Tzu
... and vulnerable. For so many reasons including love (the real kind which can be overwhelming at times), grief, hormones, etc. Perhaps this year calls for you to be a little less serious and controlling/dominating as well, and a little more "flowy", going for what you really feel is right for you and isolating yourself for the sake of good cry whenever needed...
If anything became kinda stale for you last year, that's about to change and change dramatically.
This is not going to be an easy year by any stretch of the imagination. Not for someone as professional and well-put-together (in a variety of ways, mind you-- not just in terms of what you might wear to work but through what you express and how you express it)... and anal as you. No way, no how.
However, it also doesn't have to be super hard. And, unfortunately, if it is super hard for you to go through 2012, it's due to your handle on it. It is because you allow things like a sense of obligation, a superior sense of logic, even money to influence and dictate your decisions. And the problems will come in when you take a failure or rocky situation out on someone else.
Your heart will be touched, tugged, broken, mended, taken in, chewed up, spit out, and set free to soar, Capricorn. Like it or not, for others' burdens are not your own. And your priorities will experience a makeover.
As emotional as you might be this year, it is important to disengage/detach yourself from the affairs of others. Disengage/detach yourself from whatever is bringing your heart down as well. Easier said than done. A lot easier said than done. But others' problems are not your own, and you cannot fix them. And it is not fair to allow them to weigh you down and keep you from your own true goals.
O-v-e-r is whatever your heart isn't into. Whatever you're not 'feeling'. Don't feel weird about asking yourself, on a daily basis, if you're 'feeling this'. The answer is yes or no-- not "no but" or "yes but". Trust yourself.
More importantly, you've some work to do on you. You have your own heart to tend to, for it's likely been neglected, and this is the time to do it considering it's right in there, raw and ready for you. It's not going anywhere unless you're having some creepy ancient ritual performed in which case... godspeed.
The good news, though, is that this year should be quite rewarding for you, provided you really toughen up because that rough exterior is not enough. (Sorrray!) Rewarding in that you could wind up doing something you really love, being in a place you really love, and being around people whom you really love and who support you in spite of any sacrifices you'll need to make.
I guess you'll have to decide on what's more important to you, then: peace or privilege.
Finally, as emotional as you might be, don't wear your heart on your sleeve. What you are, or will be, experiencing is nothing new. But do make the effort to connect with those who have gone, or are going through, similar experiences. And do feel free to channel any frustrations into creative work.
Laugh a good laugh. Cry a good cry (helps us sleep).
Home is where the heart is, Capricorn.
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